What should i do..!! plz ready?

i completely agree. you are much better off waiting until you're both older, perhaps even married but thats not that big of a deal. but for sure graduated college with a stable job and steady income. you may 'feel' that you're ready for kids, but i promise you you're not. no one ever is no matter how old they are or how long they've been trying. you're 20 hun go live your life! you'll have plenty of time in the future to have kids