Im 16 i wanna get older!?

im 16 and for as long as i can remember i just wanted to get older! ... but as i got older i just wanted to get even more older? i dont get it.... is my life really that ****? my social lifes messed up i cant get a job and im not old enough to do much!! i aint the kind of person that plays video games all day i have to do something but theres nothing to do?